When the Past Informs the Future – Part Two
Eleven years have passed next month since I had my past life experience with my son, Alyn. The experience itself, although painful and beyond true explanation, helped a lot with the grief of my grandson.
My grandson would have been 21 years old next month, so 10 years after his death, and in the same month, I had my past life experience and met my son, and now, another 11 years later, and only a matter of days away from when my grandson died, I am once again having another experience. This time it isn’t a past life experience, this time it is a real life experience, I am seeing the spirit of my son as a 21 year old. He has fair hair, blue eyes and a serendipitous smile; he is wearing a thin light blue jumper.
After posting When the Past Informs the Future – Part 1, because it still carried much emotion, I thought perhaps I hadn’t completely cleared myself in 2014; I wondered whether there were still threads of attachment to Alyn that needed severing so that we could both be free. Now, after seeing him today as spirit, (or as a representation of him) I can see that I do not have any threads left that need severing; all I have left is love, and after seeing his beautiful face, and knowing he is ok, any grief has been replaced with love and gratitude.
After posting part 1, I felt deep within that my grandson’s spirit was in fact Alyn, his spirit was being reincarnated, and his name was Daemon. Although I never had the chance to see either grow up in this lifetime, I did in fact get to hold both of my boys, my grandson, and my son. How blessed I am, a bitter-sweet experience but one that brings much peace and gladness to my heart.
The photograph is the closest I could find to what Alyn looked like when he visited me today.
Always Walk in Peace – Kenzo
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