A Cleansing After Suicide
It was early evening, I had just heard about a suicide in a trailer park nearby. A youngish man who had become depressed had not been seen for four days. He lived alone other than with his beloved cats. He had put a pistol to his head and pulled the trigger. No-one had realized he was dead, or at-least not until they decided to check his trailer.
I don’t want to even imagine how horrendous the scene must have looked, not to mention the smell as it was summer in Arizona. The trailer had been closed up for a few days and I don’t even want to think about the trauma the cats must have gone through, such a waste of life.
Sadness was all around, and this particular evening I felt very strongly that I needed to go and spiritually cleanse the trailer park. When someone takes their own life, it is said to open up a gateway for negative spirits to enter the space. I needed to cleanse the area and remove all negative spirits, thus closing the gate again. I approached his trailer and saw the spirit of the man sitting next to the trailer on a log, he looked at me with regret and said “I didn’t mean to do it, I didn’t mean to pull the trigger so hard.” There was not a lot I could say to him, I told him he needed to follow the light and with that, he was gone.
I burnt some herbs and cleansed around the trailer leaving some burning herbs (safely) on a tree stump close by, I continued to walk around the park praying and cleansing the area from all unwanted energies. It wasn’t until I reached the creek at the other side of the park that I could feel a really negative spirit. I had been standing facing the creek listening to the song of the water as I often did, when I felt the presence of the spirit behind me. I could feel that the spirit wanted to push me over the edge, into the creek to harm me. I turned around to face him and told him to follow the light, he was reluctant, but with that he was gone.
This is why suicide is not a good way out, it creates so much negativity for those left behind and in the vicinity. I continued on until I felt the park cleansing was complete and that the park was free of negative spirits. Then I went on my way.
From my book: “True Ghost Stories: Working with the Other Side”
We are The Quantum Warrior, The Master Architect of our life – Braveheart
