Case Studies
Case 5: Unexplained Crippling Back Pain
P. had come in for a massage. He had been suffering with severe back pain for several years which was incapacitating him. P. had seen doctors, surgeons, specialists, but no-one could find anything wrong with him; all they knew was that he was getting worse and soon he would be in a wheelchair.
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I suggested to P. a massage and to see how things went. I was apprehensive about giving too much massage or too deep a massage as we didn’t know what the problem was and I didn’t want to aggravate the condition.
Session 1: 1 ½ Hours
I commenced the massage as I usually did, with relaxing music playing in the background and working on the lower limbs. Knowing that he suffered great pain I took care to give him a deep but gentle massage. I worked on his back for quite a while and moved as I always did, up towards the head to do some healing. I placed my hands on his head, closed my eyes and allowed energy to flow through me. After a couple of minutes I opened my eyes and to the right of me, or the left of P., I could see this little girl. She looked about two years old, with blonde curly hair and a beautiful face.
I heard God say, ‘Ask him who she is,’ so I did. P. went on to say that that was his little girl. He was a truck driver and was getting ready to leave for another journey. His wife and little girl were outside, ready to say goodbye to him. Unbeknown to them both, whilst they were saying their goodbyes the little girl had gone around to the front of the truck and sat down in front of the wheel. They did not realize this until it was too late. As the engine roared, the large wheels of the truck slowly edged forward and crushed her; she was dead. It was the worse time of his life, P. reports. Once hearing this I knew his unexplained back pain which was crippling him so much was due to this incident. P. had been carrying around so much grief, so many guilty feelings, blaming himself and feeling that he had killed his little girl. All these negative emotions, all this emotional pain, was taking its toll on him. This guilt had been slowly creeping up his spine causing pain and was slowly crippling him. He really needed to forgive himself.
I talked to P. about forgiveness and reassured him that it wasn’t his fault. We looked at that perhaps we all have a designated time on this earth, and that something will remove us all one day. I stayed with P. awhile, while he talked some more and we talked about his feelings. He was pretty taken aback by the fact that I could see her and describe her. That was the evidence he needed. It was then that he knew he needed to forgive himself in order to be able to walk properly again, pain free. P. got up off the couch and to his amazement, he actually said he no longer had any pain. He was quite surprised about this and began to move around and do the things he knew he couldn’t normally do. To his amazement, he could do them. He was healed. He had found the key to unlock the door to his healing process – self forgiveness. I continued to offer him advice on how to remain healed and he recognized that it was his grief and guilt that was crippling him. P. left a changed man that day, a healed man, and that was the only time I ever saw him.
We are The Quantum Warrior, The Master Architect of our life – Braveheart
